SEE WHAT I GOT !!!

now i expect you to read this.

so after i wont my day out. i felt a lot better. got myself together. talked to you know who. helped out a lot lol. then i started to wash my clothes which always calms me down. then my mm and her bf came back home and he apologized which is really all i wanted. and gave me a new ipod stereo. so i was like aw. a litttle gift always makes my day better. then i went to the car and got all the shit mi madre y mi comprar look it up ! lol. and i didnt even know i got that much stuff. so now im listening to amy and calmed down. shout outs to nicole for her words of wisdom. it helped !

i dont expect you to read this

okay so today was one of the most horrible days of my life. not only was i tricked and talked about but it showed me something about myself. so starting off with last night. my dad TOLD me i was taking my drivers test today. not asked or offered oh no. TOLD! im one of those people if you give me a choice and tell me which one youd rather me do, ill do it. but no he TOLD me. plus i dont even like my dad that much. so him TELLING me anything is bad, plus i wasnt prepared for the test. sure i read the book but thatw as about 3 months ago when they told me i was going to take it. now when he's ready i have to go. but so i woke up at 7:30 on a Saturday morning. to go to the DMV to tak emy test. waited with the ignorant black people. URG! took me an hour and a half to even start my test wtf!. then i didnt even pass it so it was a BIG waste of fucking time. but i wasnt that mad. because he was taking me to Barnes and noble to get my magazines. but little di i know he wasnt paying for them. so i had to pay for me, and my mom stupid book. not fair that i had to pay for her. then we back to my moms house skip to the next part to the part of my mom stopping my style by telling me that i couldnt get or wear a fucking fedora. its a fcking fedora wtf is wrong with hat. im tried of her stopping my style juices. i hate that sooo much. then i a new flannel from martin + osa. my mom paid for that thank god. then while my friend was being a dick. you know who you are. i was upset because i wasnt talking to my significant other. idk why they weren't available all day. urg this is long as shit. then my mom allowed me to get a few pieces from this boutique place near my school which was the highlight of my day, next, my mom picked up her boyfriend who she always talks to and put in front of me. but idk. an dhes extra annoying. so we went all the way out to chevy chase to get hi m some gucci shoes. while i wanted to go to barneys coop. but no he had to go first. when he has a dozen pair of gucci shoes. wtf. then he didn even care getting me to barneys before they closed. then he was talking about how i was dressed. i was def. cute as shit today. then my dad texted me saying he was TAKING me to church. i dont want to go to church !! i went to church for 3 straight years for 3 services a sunday and i went to every bible study. the couple of month that ive been out dont even add up to 3 month or anything idk. im 16 now i should have a choice, plus theres nothing for me at chuch. the pastor never talks about anything im going threw. and my friends probably all hate me because i havent gone in so long. so theres no need to go i dont see. and now i was going. then my momms bf had to nerve to try to talk to me. when im mad im mad i dont want people to talk to me. so the whole hour ride home he was talking !! oh no not talking to my mom about politics or what was on tv. talking to me. saying how i was wrong i need to get a job blah blah. WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU !!!! NO BODY !!! I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU DUDE. STOP FUCKING TALKING TO ME. saying oh your just a brat. i wish my father was around blah blah. well shit you can have mine cuz im fine without him. like i love my dad and stuff but he can be smothering and thats when i get annoyed and hes being smothering. just give me my space and ill come. dont smother me because YOUR TURNING ME OFF ! so fuck rob. i dont like him. m plotting against him right now. he wil not be dating my mom anymore. fuck that nigga. i'm really mad right now. i threw my keys at the wall and on the ground and now my garage door doesnt work. oh well. im calmed down now.

i liked how i looked today.

it was simple. i kinda like being simpe. lol. instead of being over the top. also i found one of my old fake cigs and it tought id have fun with it.

Yellow Mello

Mello def. had style. even if its not like that skinny jean style. he shows you can look cool and well put together even with out skinnies. plus he's one of the funniest, coolest guys i ever met. hes the president of the brotherhood we're in called Kappa league. woop woop. so im praying for him to let us go back to LA this year. but anyway mellos cool. and he can bitch people like no other. i think he should cut his hair though. lol

i wish i had more followers on my blog.

keep it real. i only have 8. = [. kinda sad. and i put so much work in this blog. damn. im kinda depressed now


if people followed me like they follow these ladies



id be a lot more happy.

channie chan in the buildin

so ive known chandler since like 6th grade. and we've been friends since like the last week of 7th grade. i think its just a guesstamation. but i like how she dresses. its like super but super cute. i think in the summer how she dressed like a black hippie. kinda like zoe kravitz. but shes like my twin sister. cuz we both have macs and toshibas. we both live on park ave. idk if i should have said that. we both go to LA at the same time. we both have sidekicks, we both think KESH is the shit. and we both listen to weird music. idk i kinda love this girl lol. but here are my favorite things shes worn threw out me knowning her

if i had to choose my favorite...

video vixen id chose



ANGEL LOLA LOVE

She seems cool, and she hot. and stylish. plus she doesnt seem as slutty as he other girls. there fore she;s my favorite video vixen. i like her haircut too. i believe ursula did it. if you dont know who she be. go to concreteloop.com

why i love the diva video

idc about the regular version. i like the directors cut lol. it shows sasha fierce in a cooler view. like these head pieces



its a stick up

From sweet 16 to Baldwin hills

Eitenne aka ET Marcus is now on the BET show Baldwin hills. i hate BET but i love this show. and now that a fresh kid is on it. its even better. plus with him i get to see Dee off moesha. she likes to throw Diva moments. "if you aitnt gettin money then you aint got nothin for me" lol but hes cool. and hes my favorite girl gerrens best friend. woot woot.




this is him off Super sweet 16



these are his promo shots for Baldwin hills.

this is his myspace

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=14071813

so i wanna do something like this

but different lol. its thats different plaid that i was talking about previously.

now that i got that out my system

i can calm down.

so SOLO



has made me want different types of plaid and vest. i want two fringe vest. one in brown and one in like some other color. i wanna look like like a indian hippie lol. WHAT WHAT.

these are screenshots of her i got from her performing sandcastle disco on the paul ogrady show a while agao lol



she was jumping



her shirt says barack the house

SO.....

me and my friend jo were talking and ive come to the fact that he



loves



and i



love






not really important. but i felt like saying it

where he be at?

i havent heard from chris brown in like FOREVERRRRRRR no pun intended. but is he still making music. like i know he was on that tpain song freeze, but like i need him to come back with something strong lol

i decided to say fuck it

so what i have an addiction. lol. but i will tone it down. and less of rihanna nad kanye. i promise



i want a fur scarf. hint hint kason. = ]

sorry

today will be my last day blogging for a little while. for like a week at tops. i want my readers to yurn for more. so imma make em miss me lol. but if you wanna contact me. my aim is ecliptic war. and my yahoo is fashion.fiasco. and my myspace is myspace.com/luvmemorebitches.


also sorry about the rihanna post. all the pictures od super big ill try to fix it in the mean time

so xoxoxoxo

-chronic.sunshild

why i want rihanna's life you ask?

well first off rihanna is amazing. idc about her comparison to beyonce. rihanna isnt trying to be the next beyonce, and who cares about beyonce its all about solange now anyway. and anyway. first off




i wanna be a style/fashion icon. everyone knows that. and rihanna is the ultimate fashion icon.



i wanna know kanye personally



i wanna have a bestfriend like melisa who stays with me no matter what.



i wanna perform at big ass events kinda..... = /



i wanna look great when i first wake up in the morning lol



lastly i wanna go on shopping sprees with people i love.


aall photos come from concreteloop.


this cracks me up

i love this video !!!!

Spaceman

Ring my Belle

Camila Belle is on the cover of the new Nylon magazine. and she looks absolutely gorg,

shes going to be in that new movie Push. it looks good too.

idk about this video

i love the cudi !

wwwwwweeeeeee!

I'm swagga jockin

i really like how marquis has his hair. sorry but im gonna copy lol